Its not rare for me to feel ugly or fat because i regularly have "ugly days" and "fat days" but today i've felt it really bad.
I tried a Bikini on and the top bit made me feel like a beached whale and everything just hangs out. I went into town and saw loads of stunning girls blonde or brunette, thin and with really nice clothes. I'm not the type of person who is pretty but i can't even wear clothes right.
I guess i'll never look like any of them thin, stunning girls what have everything; nice boyfriend, good grades, a stack of friends and an ace complexion - though i regularly wish i was like that but i know deep down i'll never be like that and facing up to that is hard. I'm not a perfect girl and i wouldn't want to be but lets face it i'm not pretty and well i only get good grades when i really really really try.
Thanks for reading
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Pestlet
- 2007-07-28 @ 23:59:09
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juicygems
- http://www.myspace.com/purplegemprincess
- 2007-07-30 @ 19:42:03
Awww, *hugs*. I hate hearing other people talk like that. I hate my body too-I'm off on hol on weds and dreading wearing a bikini!! Honey, I'm sure you are beautiful. As the lady above says,it really is what's inside that counts. It's extremely easy for these girls who are born 'perfect' and have everything laid out for them. But they're usually horrible people. Beauty comes in many shapes and forms, and just because you may not look like the conventional celeb in the magazines, doesn't mean you're not beautiful. The media has a lot to answer for...xx
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Awwww. Don't worry, I'm sure a blind man would be glad to see you, as my grandmother always used to say. And I'm sure as eggs is eggs that you look a whole lot better in your bikini than I do in mine!
It's not the outside that's important, it's what's inside that counts. And in my experience, most of these thin people are shallow and selfish.
Just be yourself. 8-)