Its not rare for me to feel ugly or fat because i regularly have "ugly days" and "fat days" but today i've felt it really bad.
I tried a Bikini on and the top bit made me feel like a beached whale and everything just hangs out. I went into town and saw loads of stunning girls blonde or brunette, thin and with really nice clothes. I'm not the type of person who is pretty but i can't even wear clothes right.
I guess i'll never look like any of them thin, stunning girls what have everything; nice boyfriend, good grades, a stack of friends and an ace complexion - though i regularly wish i was like that but i know deep down i'll never be like that and facing up to that is hard. I'm not a perfect girl and i wouldn't want to be but lets face it i'm not pretty and well i only get good grades when i really really really try.
Thanks for reading