Hi
I'm quite upset today and feel a bit down about things.
My bestest friend is moving tomorrow 250 miles away eek. I've had a year to get use to the idea and its still not any less painful then when i first found out. Her wedding a month ago was quite hard and i felt so emotional about it but i was still happy for her. Now she's fully moving and i'll not see her very often and her house, the beautifulest house i've ever been in will not belong to her.
She had 2 lorries full of stuff and i was so glad to be there for her; to help, to support her and to hug her when she needed it. Don't get me wrong i'm very happy for her, happy for our friendship and just happy because she's happy but i'm also down. I've kinda of got use to the idea of this but it still hurts. I've never ever had a friendship like the one i have with her but truth is i wouldn't want a friendship like this with anyone other than her because we've shared soo much and i can't imagine sharing the things i have shared with her with anyone else. The friendship is such a special one and means the world to me. Through the darkest of days she's helped me and given me a reason to smile. I'm not worried about losing touch or not seeing her because i know we'll always keep in touch and text/email each other. True friendship never ever ever fades and lasts a full life time. I'm just upset because in that house we've both shared so much together and i've told her secrets and just everyday life stuff in there. On winter nights we've lit the fire and sat on a sofa eating chocolate/mini chedders and drinking coke; it was so sentimental, then in the summer we'd sit in her conservatory with the windows open eating and drinking the same stuff just again talking about everything that was bothering us at the time or the past and when things have been tough we've hugged and been there for each other. I know we'll still have that bit because a friendship as beautiful as ours will last forever. Its just a bit scary right now but i know i'll get use to it.
I'm seeing her tomorrow for some hugs and then i don't know when i'll next see her but thats too hard to deal with because we email, and we text and we can write to each other.
So glad i've written all this
Cloe