Yesterday i started college and on sunday i moved into my grandparents and into the city! I must admit thats its day 3 of been a city girl and day 2 of been a student at last i am happy and its the best thing i've ever done. If i could have done it sooner i would definatly have done just that. I have soo much freedom which i love so much. I have registered at the local library also another great thing to do as i can check my emails in the library and send a good long email to friends and various people that i just email daily. Its so nice to be able to these nice things.
College is ace  i love it that no one knows anything about me and its just good to have a laugh with people. Proper teaching doesn't start till next week so i am looking forward to monday because i just want to get on with it. In many ways i must be mad to commit myself to 4 subjects knowing that i have to do 4 hours homework of each..... oh the joys, we all know what i'm doing for the next er..... 2 years of my life, but if it gets me to my dream that is all i want in the world; to get my dream and to prove them "dogooders" wrong. I LOVE living in the city it is the best decision i've ever made though i have to admit i miss my dad soo much, i love him with all my heart so knowing that when i get home he won't be tehre is hard but if  really want to go to portsmouth uni then i'll hardly ever see him so i'll have got use to it by then.
For the first time in like 4 months i'm finally happy and content well i would say that its only day 2 into college, i bet i won't be saying the same when i've got homework every night and i've revision and a mountain of essays to do! Hah well i won't give up i want to be a journalist more than anything; more than i want a man, more than i want kids.
Anyway its a shame i couldn't have written a long essay hah i mean blog but i'm meeting a friend for coffee [aren't i all grown up now!!!!!!] it doesn't seem that long ago i was holding my mums hand walking to school mind you t hat was 7 years ago. The past 10 weeks of been off i thought oh i wish i was a kid again now i ask myself [WHY?] Because i'm having so much been 16 and i can't wait to be 17, and no i'm not wishing my life away i have no need now i just want to get my B's [ i'm aiming for no lower] so i can go to Uni of my choice and get my degree - and i'm saying all this and i'm only on day 2 of college, still we have to have dreams to get us through the rubbish that life often throws at us!
Still i really must go and meet this friend, i don't want to miss her and plus i need the toilet desperatly [i'm sure you'll all sleep better now you know that hah!]

Best wishers to all my readers [ though you're probably asleep now from all the boredom]

Cloe