Hi people,
I thought i'd write cos i feel a bit upset today.
My bestest friend is coming up from where she lives the only bad thing about that is that i'm not in the village she's going to, she's only staying for a bit then going back down but then i'm seeing her in 2 weeks, i'm just really missing her, she's my best friend and all i want to do is to see her and to talk to her about everything thats being happening, that was just what we did and we loved it.
Its nearly christmas and i'm at a loss as to what to get her, i mean how will i get it to her, last christmas we gave each other lots of different presents and we met at her house, with the fire on and then lights on, and we decorated her little christmas tree together. I just miss her sooo much.
Its nearly halloween too, last halloween i went round to her house and we had trick treat people coming and they were like knocking every 10 minutes, i kept saying don't answer, but we both knew our time was so precious to us both. I'm happy i really am, just knowing that she's happy brightens my day up, its just hard when we don't see each other much. We went from seeing each other 4/5 days a week to seeing each other every couple of months. Now i'm remembering everything and its making me feel worse. I know i shouldn't be but when someone means so much and you don't see them it hurts really bad.
I'm tired too, i haven't had a break in 2 weeks cos now i work on saturday and sunday so its a long week, still this week and next week then its half term woo! Seeing my bestest friend then though so that is better and great cos i can't wait to see her, i'll buy her some flowers and give her them and i'll surprise her. Aww its hard but i am okay really.
Kisses
Cloe