Hello!
I thought i'd write because i've neglected my blog the last few weeks partly because i've been so busy with college, work and just general stuff.
I got a job about 7 weeks ago i was really enjoying it and finally getting into a routine, 5 days of college 2 days of work, but then on sunday i got sacked; because i'm not quick enough and i'm too inexperienced, the boss has realised that after 7 weeks.... gosh get a grip, i personally thought i'd being doing really well, well she didn't tell me otherwise until i got the sack... still i've got a new job now so hey. I'm a cleaner now just on a sunday so i can spend all weekend with my dad, catching up on college work and actually sitting down to read a good book.
College..... is going great, i'm even starting to enjoy maths, i've made a few more new friends which is really nice as well, except i haven't  been to any ace parties yet.... god i haven't been to a party for ages. I am really enjoying college, its the best decision i've made yet everythings good about it and i am fully motivated though the last few weeks have been tiring but now i have cut my work hours down i'll be as right a rain in no time. I've had so much to think about recently, and i have really realised whats important  to me and whats not important to me. I'm very adamant that i don't want kids, i've always said the  same thing but i'm now even more adamant, i don't want to be tied down, i don't even one marriage i just want a little apartment in London so that i can just write all the time either; working for a newspaper or doing freelance Journalism, both appeal to me. Then there's story writing my biggest ambition is to publish my autobiography, i don't care what people think because i will make it happen.
I've been thinking alot about Uni, it's something i really want to more than ever, i'm thinking down south maybe, there's more donw there and i think i'd have more chance of building up my portfolio and getting work published.
I have now been "living" in hull for 3 months, i think i've got about 18 months left and then i can live at home for a couple of months then uni, i'm just guessing its probably more than that knowing my luck. I like Hull but i love my dad so much that somedays i just want him and i feel sad all day but then i realise why i'm at college and i know that Journalism is what i wanyt, more than anything.

I must go now